Life with restrictions

Everyone will have regrets...For this pass 20 years,almost 16 years are live with "restrictions"..I just want a simple live like other kids do while I was still 5 years old,but something appear to restricts me from being natural happy as other kids did.It is just a unknown sickness which prevent me from over joy and over play.When I over play,I started to have difficulty to breath(this sickness is not asthma) and start to feel nausea.This sickness cause me to have miserable life in my age 5 to 12...I hope I can get rid of this sickness when I enter secondary school,but no, it still with me until now...Worst of all,it happen another new sickness land on me.This sickness prevent me from alots of physical activities..My dream to play basketball and football with my secondary school friends shatter.During I was still in primary,I watched how my elder brother enjoy his secondary school life by participate in sports with his friend and I start to vow to follow his steps..But..not everything goes as you want...Totally miserable till I finish Form 5..After rest for half year,I enter Form 6...and I wish I meet someone I love...yes I did it,But I never ever have the courage to tell her because I know I can't give her happiness but I also will ruin her..The moment,I tell myself...Love is not actually you need to be with her, but is depend on how many times you help her....From that moment on...I swear to myself..whenever I fall in love with a girl...Things that I will do are..wish her happiness and able to found someone can give her happiness and if can,to secretly help her with all my cost....After I get my results...I start to apply what I dream for and yes ,I success being accepted..But,I let go the chance even it stand in front of me..Because my sickness limited me to do so...almost 15 years I have dream to achieve this career...but on that day of interview,a dream for me is only a dream for eternity..once again..I shatter my dream with my own hand...unwillingly...What is the reason for me to live...everything I dream..at the end I shatter it myself unwillingly...I live for 20 years for now ..I start to think..maybe there are zillion of zillion people..There sure will have some people like me who will keep shattering their dream...Or I think again...maybe The "Sky" is helping me by preventing me from realizing all my dream because it may be dangerous for me..I guess..Have nothing to regrets..just keep walk to the front,thats all I can do..I don't know my Heart can hold how long if I keep shattering my dreams in the future

Valentine Tips 2010

Valentines Tips 2010: “Beginning of Love”..Nothing is perfect in the world.You love someone because of his/her advantages(Ability,Appearance,Attitude) but you also need to accept his/her disadvantages(Ability,Appearance,Attitude)...This mean,before you wanted to start a relationship ,the first priority questions you need to ask yourself are “can I accept his/her disadvantages” and “is my disadvantages are acceptable by him/her”, NOT “will he/she get rid of his/her disadvantages because of me”(who are you o0o.. Yourself also like a “rubbish”, you want others change for the sake of you).And always don’t ask him/her to get rid of his/her disadvantages .We can’t gain new advantages or erase disadvantages because we are human, everyone will have their uniqueness because of the existence of their advantages and disadvantages. We can only maximize advantages and minimize disadvantages. Don’t change yourself too much or you are not yourself anymore. It’s easy, you think you can accept then fine, if can’t then goodbye. There are a lot of variation and combination, and a lot of them can suit you eventually. This is just one out of many facts about “Beginning of Love “. There are some facts that eventually you or I will understand

I really wanted to shoot those people who like to say “Love can change everything, with love, nothing can stop us”. Come on, you all see too many drama or cartoons is it? But some people really prove those phrases are right and I can guarantee you are not one of those people

!@#$% Facts:Number 2

The following fact below,if you feel it is true,then it is true or think it is false,then it is false...But I do believe this fact is true..Let me present you"Beg you,I get advice.Follow your advice,I get curse"(This story,is actually shows 2 couple break-ups and their result..but I combine it like it happen to 1 couple.I also add some psychological problems inside)

On a heavy raining day,at a 5 Stars Mamak Store,there are alot of couple having their Valentine's dinner.But it is not a happy experience for all of them because a couple is preparing to break-up(the reasons for this break-up are too many to list or you can list for me if you have the experience).Then as the rain stop...both broke-up couple walk out from the restaurant and gone back to their home in a separate way.Next morning,breakfast also didn't finished yet,the man start call the woman to come out to have some talk again.And those 2 meet each other at the park(I don't know why people like to go the park to start back their broke-up)..Ok this time is CAR PARK,not those park that have fountain,lake or so on.So you guess who will open mouth first...no question..of course is the man first(In Malaysia only,if in other countries the man will silent after the woman talk because they know they have pride).So the man beg for the woman forgiveness and hope to start back their relationship(even the man did nothing wrong,but he will really beg like he killed the woman's lovable dog).What happen then is the woman mind is thinking the man doesn't show enough sincerity and she then will act very humble and say this phrase"There are still alot of nice girl out there,I am not that good to suit you,so please forget about me"...Is this phrase powerfull??.Yes is it and it can make the one you spoke with become speechless.(If you disagree,give me the phrase to counter this phrase...I know one actually,but don't want to teach you all)..Then the conversation between them end in the CAR PARK...Okay,the story begins from here may start ridiculous.The next day,the man really don't know where the hell found a pretty girl(pretty than the one last night in the car park),start to become couple and go for a date..On the other side..the woman side I mean...She feel very proud of herself because able to use to "phrase" to silence the man and now she go shopping with her friends(all girls).and you will guess she will keep repeat the experience about how she use the phrase to silence the man to her friend..and of course,her friend will sure 'act' very proud of her....And yea..the climax begin here..you all can guess what will happen already,don't you..The man with his brand new girlfriend meet the woman and her bunch of old friends in some where corner of the shopping complex(always somewhere around the corner one,not anywhere else when this kind of situation happen)....(give you one minutes to imagine their faces as they meet up)..The man will become very generous to introduce his ex-girlfriend to his new girlfriend(of course what,the man get a better girlfriend than before,he sure become generous to show off)...The woman will also act 'not so-generous' to shake hand with the girl..(while some of the friend of the woman laugh quitely about her)..Then suddenly the woman(EX) will politely say this"Congratulations to you,so fast you can found a nice girl like you already know this girl while we still together..."(I can know most of you can feel how the woman feel right now..is like a supplier stop selling his product to his buyer and then the buyer found a good quality and cheaper supplier than him..In chinese we say it very "Em Kam Min"..someone translate that for me in english if can..in the comment)...The man will say this back"Last night,you advice me that there are still many better girls than you outside,so I follow your advice"...then man even say this"I even record those phrase you said last night in my Handphone because it show you are a greatest girl I ever meet...all of you behind there(the woman's friend)Do you want to listen to it???"

I know it is funny abit and very ridiculous right...But I do believe some of those part above might happen in the world over pass centuries..Sometimes poeple are like this...they will advice you something which they actually don't want you to do it because it is normal right...You mother advice you to study,finish homework before go out to play...not all of you will follow right..So not every advice we can take or use them....You take care every advice you receive..it is your life whether you want to use it or not...

!@#$% Facts:Project

For end of each week,I will recall back all those facts that I experience before or get inspire by somebody else and post them while adding some humourous line to it.My goal for this project now is try to get atleast 50 of these !@#$% Facts posted..Each have different story but will have 1 similarities..is to let you become even more miserable LOL GG..

P.S..All those 50 facts above are half false,half true...figure that yourself...Even some of them are being created by my imagination...You can't copy them anywhere except from here

!@#$% Facts:Number 1

You know,we live for so many years already in the world,but I know most of us still didn't realize there are alot of !@#$% facts.What do I means about !@#$% facts?They are those facts which will absolutely make you miserable.Thus,below are the first Fact that I discover few years ago and I name it..."Say will die,Shut up also will die".Let me present you some short stories that will show how !@#$% the fact is(if long story ,I afraid you all will sleep)

A night before a couple to getting married,the "not yet" wife call her "not yet" husband to remind him something about tomorrow wedding schedule.The husband answer the wife that he is not a child anymore and had prepare this wedding very carefully from the very first and tell her don't bother him anymore since now is already around midnight.The wife then didn't bother him anymore until tomorrow wedding ceremony end.(I sure alot of you here were experience this before,that is what ever people told you,you said I know and don't bother me anymore,but when they stop bother you,problems will start happen)..During the dinner of the wedding ceremony,the husband did really forgot about something and the wife know that will happen but she didn't remind him from earlier because she obey his husband not to bother him anymore for his well plan wedding.(I won't tell you what the husband forgot because this may happen if your wife doesn't remind you...I let your wife will tell you during your wedding ).So the husband embarrassed himself during that dinner.After that,the husband sure get very mad about his wife and he even blame his wife not remind him about that and the wife reply him that she just obey what he told her last night...You think this is the end yet?...No,the wife haven't "shoot" his husband yet because he ruined their well plan wedding.And yea, during that night,it is a war night rather than a romantic night..It was like a War between U.S and Vietnam back to 1960s..the wife is U.S while the husband is Vietnam...The result of the war is very clear and who suffer the most after the war...you guess yourself LOL ?The next morning,everything back to normal because the "Dictator" won the war.And now,it time that the husband bother/remind his wife what to do...Everything happen are just same from above,from the wife told his husband stop his blah blah blah till the wife really get into trouble,blame his husband,his husband reply her with dialogue she said last night...And the big differences start here...Another war start again..I sure alot of you will support the husband will win..but no..this time,he had been defeated even badly than last night because his wife"Obliterate" him...

Well alot of you sure have a picture what is "Say will die,Shut up also will die"..(Sorry the story above doesn't show how"Say will die" because it is kind hard to describe in that story.For example,do you ever give advice to some people and they even scold you back badly because they think they are good and you don't have the rights to advice them..something like this)So at the end how...both ways are dead end..you figure it yourself LOL..Since I will only show you the miserable ,not the way to get rid of the miserable Muahahahaha......